Blair only seems
alive when s/he’s having nightmares, and Curtis’s ‘theoretical medical
knowledge’ has kept hir alive but won’t cut it anymore. Meanwhile, Sheryl is
looking…different. A lot more awake for one thing. Either she’s laying off the
booze, getting more sleep, or…it’s that freaking Doll.
Curtis says we
should be rational about it being our only clue, but I want to burn the little
fucker. I don’t trust it.
I just don’t
know what to do. We need a hospital, but how the hell would we explain this?
Plus, hospitals are hit and miss when it comes to safety. What if we deliver Blair
right into the hands of an Oathbreaker or something? We could be passing hir
around from one Fear to another. This is practically crueler than letting Blair
be tortured, because it seems like all we can do is trade one form of it for
another. Maybe.
What the hell is
wrong with me? I used to be stronger than this. The old me would have slit
Blair’s throat, knowing death is better. And Curtis? Would have killed him from
the get-go. Rogue or not, he’s an Archivist.
Yes, I know. By
that logic I should have killed myself too, right? What do you think I got into
hunting for – not the health
benefits, that’s for fucking sure.
My head is just…spinning.
This is all too much to take, and I think Sheryl said we’re down to our last
dollar again. If we’re on the street, in the cold, the chill will do Blair in,
too.
And now I have
to go deal with Windmill trying to physically break into our room again. Curtis
thought it would be smart to bring some of Blair’s clothing out to him, sort of
to let him know that s/he’s back, you know? The horse flipped. We can hardly keep him tethered out there, anymore, and at
this rate someone’s going to call the cops.
That last part?
Sarcasm. They already have called
them once, and we had to awkwardly explain shit away and promise to provide
papers on Windmill to prove that we own him legally. They gave us twenty-four
hours to do so, and they have some of my ID as collateral. Fake ID, obviously.
So, yeah. That’s
just one more pressing thing on our minds. We need to get out of here within
the next few hours, with a game plan, and we have to do it without killing
Blair.
Just fucking
fantastic.
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