There are a
couple definitions of the word ‘martyr’, but the most applicable one is:
Martyr: One
who makes great sacrifices or suffers much in order to further a belief, cause,
or principle.
When I asked him what he was (as hard as it was to
come to grips with, he wasn’t human, that much I knew) he told me, he was a
Martyr.
At first, I assumed he was just mentally unbalanced.
I hesitate to use the word ‘crazy’, because it’s just a broad term. Still,
though, if I might have applied it to anyone, it would have been him.
The remarkable thing, though, was the way I killed
him.
Yes, I am aware of the fact that I’m confessing to a
murder over the Internet, but I’m sure my information cannot be tracked. Not
even I know where I come from, or who my family is, and I’m forced to use a
different computer every time I update this.
So, I’m as safe from the authorities as I possibly
can be, I think.
Straying back towards the murder in question, I
killed this Martyr with skills I did not know I possessed. It seems fairly
self-demonstrating, saying that, but I also mean that it really should not have
been possible for me to get an edge on this man.
He was burly, nearly twice my size, and I am wiry at
best. I have messy hair, horn-rimmed glasses, and the only heavy lifting I’ve
ever done to my recollection was Samuel Richardson’s novel ‘Clarissa’.
When I fought him, though, I got flashes, brief
snippets of a past that doesn’t sit well in my head. I wish I could remember
what had gone through my head, because all I know now was that it didn’t sit
quite right in my mind.
I killed that man,
and went on the run.
Maybe it wasn't a 'person' that you killed.
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